Goodbye Hellos Hello Goodbyes spontaneity suspense surprises now, the satisfaction of normalcy typicalities and a clock that ticks to the rhythmic beats of tocks––that's what I desire i want to hug goodbye, knowing that hello will only be a sunrise away i want to lock the door, expecting to unlock it again i want to breathlessly arrive at our third floor hallway after complaining about stairs and stairs and more stairs i want to simply be there next Monday... just be there for high school i walked without walking away from friends, family, school off the stage with a flimsy diploma to combat future battles i talked without talking six years of school ago six minutes and 981 words later that night I spun around and left as if no weight was carried and no tears stained with a smile in my eyes and sadness by my lips i filled emptiness with hollow laughter that reverberated through the endless––